You talkin’ to me?

My chest hurts and I’ve been coughing a lot. You know, I always thought I didn’t smoke that much but this withdrawal is rather unpleasant — I can’t imagine what it would be like if I was a heavy smoker.

But — from what I’m reading — the worst is almost over. I should feel a lot better in a day or two. Mind you, I probably will get a cold because my immune system is so busy healing my body.

I don’t know, it’s a bit early to think about being a non-smoker. It’s only been a few days. But truthfully I have never felt this strongly about quitting.

I don’t feel proud of myself yet. Instead the strongest emotion I have now is being seriously pissed off that my chest hurts — that’s the irritability I was promised.

I’m going to keep trying my best. And if I’m a bit bitchy when I see you — I am sorry. I am trying my best.

Now @*&^~ off and leave me alone.


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