bookmark_borderFreedom 55

I had lunch last week with a very enthusiastic and productive person. She’s a successful writer with a ton of other interests. She has done things and she’s doing more. I admire her. She’s amazing.

I don’t do anything. I’m not working on a book. I don’t take pictures. I don’t knit. I don’t sew. Sure, I cook but only because we have to eat properly. I don’t want to open my own boutique. I have no interest in learning an instrument. I will never run a marathon.

Okay, I guess I do a few things. I go to work and work on things that I usually find interesting. I like to read. I enjoy listening to and watching documentaries (I don’t want to make any despite my degree). I like museums and art galleries. I like to travel to offbeat places. I love a roadtrip. I watch television and read quite a few blogs.

None of this — besides work — is especially productive. But for some reason this lack of “deliverables” bugs me less and less as I get older. In fact, I can’t wait to retire to do more of not much…

bookmark_borderI miss my desk…

So much for the flu shot. I’ve been in bed for two days. Two boring days. I miss my desk. I miss my email. I miss my peeps. I miss getting up and putting on a nice outfit.

I don’t want another cup of ginger tea for a long long time.
I don’t want any kind of tea. In fact, I’d love a latte with extra dairy products!

I still don’t feel great but I think (hope) the worst is over. From now on I feel I will just get a bit better each day. I don’t think I’ll wake up and feel like a million bucks. Really I’d just like to feel like say 18 bucks….instead of pocket change.

And I think combing my hair is a good idea. Maybe tomorrow.